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Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Sore~

Teaching Junhan has always been a chore for me.Sometimes it is pretty fine but most of the times,I am required to be really strict to him.
Today is an extreme.He is literally using a needle to prick on my every living cells and had me practically shout at him throughout the two hours.Yes,I performed OT for him today.
I am so damn tired after the whole grilling session and I guess he is pretty stress up by me as well.
I wanted to be kind but looks like I gotta be the torturer for him till exams are over.

If things are tiring for him,it will be twice or trice the effect for me.Right now,I have to do a test for him,which involves writing down questions from every chapter of the maths assessment book.And I am not even half done yet.
If I wanna enjoy my date tml,I gotta finish it by tonight.Coz my tuition is on Friday.

Luckily I applied a full day NPL tml by another white lie.it is bad that I gotta sacrifies 50 bucks but again,I had enough of feeling fat everyday at work.So I'm gonna kill the calories tml by really having a walkaton.

I wondered how did Jules did it that time?She had more tuition kids and has to study at the same time.How did she manage her time so well?I am now,feeling so tired just having one kiddo and work.
My job is the kinda that gets heavier and heavier when the month is approaching the end.Talk about payrolling.

My plan is to have an extensive tuition session with Junhan on October onwards,coz his exams starts 25th Oct.Which means I am gonna have 3 times a week,hopefully the mom agrees to it first.
So I guess next month is gonna be REAL hectic for me.
Label me as the walking dead next month.

I feel that my back is breaking in two now.Yawns~
Need a bad massage on the shoulders.*hint hint*

Is my life fulfilling as an adult?
See..I am solely supporting myself,other than I still have a roof over my head and sometimes I come back home for dinner.
I am working and learning,hopefully to make this as an profession.
I am teaching as my part time income.
My bf and I are both mature individuals,that make time to meet each other and yet have our own individual life running on our own.(so as to say lah)

It feels good to just sit back and reflect what you have acheived as compare to what you havent in a few years back then.
But this kinda life is like..so...Singaporean..so un-life/live?
Hmm..I guess we do not have a choice living at Singapore though.
But I certainly do not wish this is what I am still doing in a few good years.

Like I'd said,I have no wish to spend the peak of my life doing things that is like so meaningless and blank when I sit back and think of it when I 'm old.

But this is much better than those pple who are so so pessimistic and like..erm.."Life is tiring,Life is meaningless,Life is exhuasting" at the same time.
These kinda pple have so much and yet live so lil.

I may not really like what I am doing now but at least I am doing what I should be doing.I gotta rely on my own,support this family,and move on with the phase!

Ta dah~This is where the encouraging side of Mich begins.

Sigh..Still got alot of questions to copy...Why is the teacher's work more exhausting than the kid's

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